THE WRITER MUST EAT -> patreon.com/trn1ty <- | \ | | blah! |\ | `\|\ | the rantings and ravings |/ |(_|| | * of a depraved lunatic <^> 2023-12-03 theater of years 10 George woke up behind the curtains on a mat at the same time as some of the older folk. Two of them were rocking babies, one nearly a newborn and the other slightly older. mod me 1 Kaoru Akimoto - Dress Down 2 Weezer - Beverly Hills 3 Miki Matsubara - Mayonaka no Door / Stay with Me 4 Blood Red Shoes - It's Getting Boring By The Sea 5 Talking Heads - Psycho Killer 6 Penelope Scott - Cigarette Ahegao 7 Fall Out Boy - Thnks fr th Mmrs 8 Crystal Castles - Courtship Dating 9 Junko Yagami - [kanji] no BAY CITY 10 Ben Folds - Bitch Went Nuts This is from the Ben Folds album Way to Normal. I went to the titular Normal on my way to Lincoln and its Amtrack station was just excellent. 11 I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Sugar Pills 12 Violent Femmes - Blister In The Sun 13 I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Leave Me Alone 14 MGMT - She Works Out Too Much 15 Weezer - Ain't Got Nobody 16 Gorillaz - Tranz 17 Steve Lacy - Dark Red 18 Fall Out Boy - American Beauty/American Psycho 19 Richard Cheese - Gin & Juice 20 Liza Anne - I Love You, But I Need Another Year 21 C418 - Mellohi 22 Led Zeppelin - Immigrant Song 23 Worthikids - Up 24 Austin Weber - Mamma Mia 25 Her's - Speed Racer 26 glass beach - cold weather 27 Machine Girl - Athoth a Go!! Go!! I've seen them live and it was with the exception of Knocked Loose the best pit I'd ever been in. 28 Elvis Costello & The Attractions - Pump It Up 29 Tally Hall - Cannibal 30 Oinga Boinga - You Really Got Me 31 Minus the Bear - My Time 32 Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication 33 Gotye, Kimbra - Somebody That I Used To Know 34 TeddyLoid - Fly Away 35 Gorillaz, Beck - The Valley of The Pagans 36 Weezer - Hash Pipe 37 nelward - Ghost This plays on King Possum radio every so often. 38 Magdalena Bay - Killshot 39 Electric Wizard - Funeralopolis 40 Tessa Violet - Wishful Drinking I saw half alive live in Boston and Tessa Violet opened. It was kind of uncomfortable because while I am into women and I think Tessa Violet is also into women her stage presence wasn't really anything I was into nor anything with which I strongly vibed. Maybe it's just something for those who are younger than I. 41 R.I.P. - 1-800-Sins 42 Talking Heads - Road to Nowhere 43 Eyeless in Gaza - Seven Years 44 my bloody valentine - Lose My Breath 45 The Cure - Play For Today 46 Marina and the Diamonds - Venus Fly Trap 47 Cyclope - L'hymne a l'amour Minus diacritical marks. 48 IVE - ELEVEN 49 Superorganism - Something For Your M.I.N.D. 50 Marina and the Diamonds - Bubblegum Bitch 51 Marina and the Diamonds - Primadonna 52 ATARASHII GAKKOI - Pineapple Kryptonite 53 Mareux - The Perfect Girl christmas music 1 100 gecs - sympathy 4 the grinch 2 I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Merry Christmas Everybody 3 Gorillaz - Broken 4 Gorillaz, Bootie Brown - Dirty Harry 5 Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World Coincidentally, I received a Tears concert ticket for Christmas from either my roommate or his family last year or so. 6 Wham! - Last Christmas 7 My Chemical Romance - All I Want for Christmas Is You 8 Roar - Christmas Kids 9 Mother Mother - Hayloft 10 Misfits - You're a Mean One, Mr. Grinch 11 Paul McCartney - Wonderful Christmastime 12 John Lennon, Yoko Ono - Happy Xmas (War Is Over) Found on /f/. 13 Epic Rap Battles of History, Snoop Dogg - Moses vs Santa Claus 14 K.able, Hatsune Miku - Santa-san wa ROKUDENASHI 15 Jose Feliciano - Feliz Navidad 16 Mag.Lo, O Super - Never 17 Vierre Cloud - moment 18 Gorillaz - DARE batteries included 1 LVL1 - FVN! 2 TANUKI - Babybaby No Yume 3 TeddyLoid - Fly Away 4 Vierre Cloud - moment 5 Grimes - Shinigami Eyes 6 Perfume - Electro World 7 3l3d3p - lbitbt 8 100 gecs - bloodstains This playlist is loosely copied from Usagi's Welcome to Hell Spotify playlist which I won't be putting here. It accompanied me in 2021 and 2022 but I mainly associate it with my senior year of high school which felt very fast and very loose and had a lot of parts where I thought I wasn't going to survive to 18. 9 plasterbrain - Nimbasa CORE 10 Honey Claws - Digital Animal I can't see the dates on Spotify for Android and I can't use the web browser open.spotify.com for lack of WideVine on Firefox for the Raspberry Pi nor the Electron app for lack of a lot of things but this is definitely from 2022 or so because I recalled this song talking with a coworker who mentioned this was in Breaking Bad. 11 100 gecs, Fall Out Boy, Craig Owens, Nicole Dollanganger -[...] The artist credits overflow so hard none of the title can be shown. This is the Fall Out Boy cover of hand crushed by a mallet by gecs. 12 Hoshina Anniversary, Kodai of KinKieS - EPTM 13 TeddyLoid - Theme for Scanty & Knee Socks 14 TeddyLoid - Corset Theme 15 100 gecs - mememe 16 Ado, TeddyLoid - [kangi] no piero - TeddyLoid Remix 17 Mitsunori Ikeda, Aimee B - Fallen Angel 18 Grimes - Kill V. Maim 19 Bring Me The Horizon, BABYMETAL - Kingslayer When this song leaked it leaked as When Will We Be Free and Kingslayer tied into a single MP3. It may be my favorite of both bands' work. I looped it while playing through GZDOOM on my Thinkpad T420 on a really nice NEC SyncMaster or something like that 70Hz LCD display. 20 The Living Tombstone - Five Nights at Freddy's 21 Danny Brown - Ain't it Funny 22 clipping. - Story 2 23 Zack Fox - fafo I always associate Ain't it Funny / Story 2 / fafo with each other as a series of tracks. Or maybe in the reverse of that order. It makes sense lyrically and rhythmically and the first time I heard them was something like that order in the car with Usagi coming back from the bagel place. 24 Mitchie M., Hatsune Miku - ageageagein Transliterated from katakana. 25 Badflower - Girlfriend I've seen Badflower live but I didn't think the track selection of the set was that great - he opened for My Chemical Romance in September 2022, the day the Queen of England died (REST IN PISS IMPERIAL FUCK). 26 Pisse - Fahrradsattel 27 The Moldy Peaches - Little Bunny Foo Foo I really love the video vewn did to accompany this song. My only cotton T-shirt is vewn merch that I got for Christmas from Usagi, I've seen all their videos on recommendation from Usagi and they're one of if not my favorite animator. 28 LIZ - When I Rule the World 29 Slayyyter - Hello Kitty 30 Kyary Pamyu Pamyu - PONPONPON I can't help thinking of the awful webm Pomf Pomf Pomf when I think of this song but I really love the song. 31 Fandroid! - You Signed a Contract Cuphead music is a nice niche. 32 Laura Les - Haunted 33 WAKUSEI ABNORMAL - furare [kanji] 34 Sidhu Moose Wala - Mafia Style 35 Magdalena Bay - Mercurial World 36 quiizzzmeow, Midix - KATANA 37 Poppy - All The Things She Said Lily (the one from Maine whom I kin) hates this cover and only likes the original track. 38 Poppy - Fear of Dying 39 Mindless Self Indulgence - Bitches 40 Ck9c, Elizabeth Ann - You Can't Hide 41 Sleeping With Sirens - Better Off Dead 42 Marina and the Diamonds - Homewrecker When I came back to Maine from Florida and got another Burger King job I met this dude named Austin and told him, slowly over the course of many shifts, about how I was going to move across the country on a whim and that he should live for pleasure and be unafraid of taking risks. He also had a seemingly abusive girlfriend with whom I encouraged him to break up because she was seemingly abusive - she threatened to commit suicide when he brought up maybe taking a break or something, made him cut off contact with his friends and forbid him from talking with any other women, and just generally seemed very controlling. He didn't wanna break up with her because he didn't want to Be Single, as if that was a sordid label. I said honestly man I would rather be single than be in that relationship. Since that, I associate this song with my own actions. I didn't fuck him though. Not my type. 43 Marina and the Diamonds - Power & Control 44 Mindless Self Indulgence - What Do They Know? 45 Coco & Clair Clair, Okthxbb - Pretty I used to play this song while doing reprehensible things to others while also wearing really nice outfits. My goal was to give at least one guy a humiliation fetish while I beat the shit out of him. 46 Breathe Carolina - Blackout I will black out, actually - I always fall asleep 1-2 hours after getting high. I don't get enough sleep. 47 t.A.T.u. - All The Things She Said 48 Poppy - Girls In Bikinis One of my sidekick's best catchphrases is "God I love women". Same, bestie. 49 100 gecs - money machine 50 TeddyLoid, Giga, LOLUET - desperate Translated from katakana. 51 JVNLIII - Physical Self 52 Rebzyyx, hoshie star - all I want is you Disassembled my GitHub; deleted the last few remaining repositories, made my account private, and changed the username to trn1ty as well as cleared some info boxes. Fuck proprietary services. <^> No rights reserved, all rights exercised, rights turned to lefts, left in this corner of the web.