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2023-12-03

theater of years
10	George woke up behind the curtains on a mat at the same time as some of
the older folk. Two of them were rocking babies, one nearly a newborn and the
other slightly older.

mod me
	1	Kaoru Akimoto - Dress Down
	2	Weezer - Beverly Hills
	3	Miki Matsubara - Mayonaka no Door / Stay with Me
	4	Blood Red Shoes - It's Getting Boring By The Sea
	5	Talking Heads - Psycho Killer
	6	Penelope Scott - Cigarette Ahegao
	7	Fall Out Boy - Thnks fr th Mmrs
	8	Crystal Castles - Courtship Dating
	9	Junko Yagami - [kanji] no BAY CITY
	10	Ben Folds - Bitch Went Nuts
		This is from the Ben Folds album Way to Normal. I went to the
titular Normal on my way to Lincoln and its Amtrack station was just excellent.
	11	I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Sugar Pills
	12	Violent Femmes - Blister In The Sun
	13	I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Leave Me Alone
	14	MGMT - She Works Out Too Much
	15	Weezer - Ain't Got Nobody
	16	Gorillaz - Tranz
	17	Steve Lacy - Dark Red
	18	Fall Out Boy - American Beauty/American Psycho
	19	Richard Cheese - Gin & Juice
	20	Liza Anne - I Love You, But I Need Another Year
	21	C418 - Mellohi
	22	Led Zeppelin - Immigrant Song
	23	Worthikids - Up
	24	Austin Weber - Mamma Mia
	25	Her's - Speed Racer
	26	glass beach - cold weather
	27	Machine Girl - Athoth a Go!! Go!!
		I've seen them live and it was with the exception of Knocked
Loose the best pit I'd ever been in.
	28	Elvis Costello & The Attractions - Pump It Up
	29	Tally Hall - Cannibal
	30	Oinga Boinga - You Really Got Me
	31	Minus the Bear - My Time
	32	Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
	33	Gotye, Kimbra - Somebody That I Used To Know
	34	TeddyLoid - Fly Away
	35	Gorillaz, Beck - The Valley of The Pagans
	36	Weezer - Hash Pipe
	37	nelward - Ghost
		This plays on King Possum radio every so often.
	38	Magdalena Bay - Killshot
	39	Electric Wizard - Funeralopolis
	40	Tessa Violet - Wishful Drinking
		I saw half alive live in Boston and Tessa Violet opened. It was
kind of uncomfortable because while I am into women and I think Tessa Violet is
also into women her stage presence wasn't really anything I was into nor
anything with which I strongly vibed. Maybe it's just something for those who
are younger than I.
	41	R.I.P. - 1-800-Sins
	42	Talking Heads - Road to Nowhere
	43	Eyeless in Gaza - Seven Years
	44	my bloody valentine - Lose My Breath
	45	The Cure - Play For Today
	46	Marina and the Diamonds - Venus Fly Trap
	47	Cyclope - L'hymne a l'amour
		Minus diacritical marks.
	48	IVE - ELEVEN
	49	Superorganism - Something For Your M.I.N.D.
	50	Marina and the Diamonds - Bubblegum Bitch
	51	Marina and the Diamonds - Primadonna
	52	ATARASHII GAKKOI - Pineapple Kryptonite
	53	Mareux - The Perfect Girl

christmas music
	1	100 gecs - sympathy 4 the grinch
	2	I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Merry Christmas Everybody
	3	Gorillaz - Broken
	4	Gorillaz, Bootie Brown - Dirty Harry
	5	Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World
		Coincidentally, I received a Tears concert ticket for Christmas
from either my roommate or his family last year or so.
	6	Wham! - Last Christmas
	7	My Chemical Romance - All I Want for Christmas Is You
	8	Roar - Christmas Kids
	9	Mother Mother - Hayloft
	10	Misfits - You're a Mean One, Mr. Grinch
	11	Paul McCartney - Wonderful Christmastime
	12	John Lennon, Yoko Ono - Happy Xmas (War Is Over)
		Found on /f/.
	13	Epic Rap Battles of History, Snoop Dogg - Moses vs Santa Claus
	14	K.able, Hatsune Miku - Santa-san wa ROKUDENASHI
	15	Jose Feliciano - Feliz Navidad
	16	Mag.Lo, O Super - Never
	17	Vierre Cloud - moment
	18	Gorillaz - DARE

batteries included
	1	LVL1 - FVN!
	2	TANUKI - Babybaby No Yume
	3	TeddyLoid - Fly Away
	4	Vierre Cloud - moment
	5	Grimes - Shinigami Eyes
	6	Perfume - Electro World
	7	3l3d3p - lbitbt
	8	100 gecs - bloodstains
		This playlist is loosely copied from Usagi's Welcome to Hell
Spotify playlist which I won't be putting here. It accompanied me in 2021 and
2022 but I mainly associate it with my senior year of high school which felt
very fast and very loose and had a lot of parts where I thought I wasn't going
to survive to 18.
	9	plasterbrain - Nimbasa CORE
	10	Honey Claws - Digital Animal
		I can't see the dates on Spotify for Android and I can't use
the web browser open.spotify.com for lack of WideVine on Firefox for the
Raspberry Pi nor the Electron app for lack of a lot of things but this is
definitely from 2022 or so because I recalled this song talking with a coworker
who mentioned this was in Breaking Bad.
	11	100 gecs, Fall Out Boy, Craig Owens, Nicole Dollanganger -[...]
		The artist credits overflow so hard none of the title can be
shown. This is the Fall Out Boy cover of hand crushed by a mallet by gecs.
	12	Hoshina Anniversary, Kodai of KinKieS - EPTM
	13	TeddyLoid - Theme for Scanty & Knee Socks
	14	TeddyLoid - Corset Theme
	15	100 gecs - mememe
	16	Ado, TeddyLoid - [kangi] no piero - TeddyLoid Remix
	17	Mitsunori Ikeda, Aimee B - Fallen Angel
	18	Grimes - Kill V. Maim
	19	Bring Me The Horizon, BABYMETAL - Kingslayer
		When this song leaked it leaked as When Will We Be Free and
Kingslayer tied into a single MP3. It may be my favorite of both bands' work.
I looped it while playing through GZDOOM on my Thinkpad T420 on a really nice
NEC SyncMaster or something like that 70Hz LCD display.
	20	The Living Tombstone - Five Nights at Freddy's
	21	Danny Brown - Ain't it Funny
	22	clipping. - Story 2
	23	Zack Fox - fafo
		I always associate Ain't it Funny / Story 2 / fafo with each
other as a series of tracks. Or maybe in the reverse of that order. It makes
sense lyrically and rhythmically and the first time I heard them was something
like that order in the car with Usagi coming back from the bagel place.
	24	Mitchie M., Hatsune Miku - ageageagein
		Transliterated from katakana.
	25	Badflower - Girlfriend
		I've seen Badflower live but I didn't think the track selection
of the set was that great - he opened for My Chemical Romance in September
2022, the day the Queen of England died (REST IN PISS IMPERIAL FUCK).
	26	Pisse - Fahrradsattel
	27	The Moldy Peaches - Little Bunny Foo Foo
		I really love the video vewn did to accompany this song. My
only cotton T-shirt is vewn merch that I got for Christmas from Usagi, I've
seen all their videos on recommendation from Usagi and they're one of if not my
favorite animator.
	28	LIZ - When I Rule the World
	29	Slayyyter - Hello Kitty
	30	Kyary Pamyu Pamyu - PONPONPON
		I can't help thinking of the awful webm Pomf Pomf Pomf when I
think of this song but I really love the song.
	31	Fandroid! - You Signed a Contract
		Cuphead music is a nice niche.
	32	Laura Les - Haunted
	33	WAKUSEI ABNORMAL - furare [kanji]
	34	Sidhu Moose Wala - Mafia Style
	35	Magdalena Bay - Mercurial World
	36	quiizzzmeow, Midix - KATANA
	37	Poppy - All The Things She Said
		Lily (the one from Maine whom I kin) hates this cover and only
likes the original track.
	38	Poppy - Fear of Dying
	39	Mindless Self Indulgence - Bitches
	40	Ck9c, Elizabeth Ann - You Can't Hide
	41	Sleeping With Sirens - Better Off Dead
	42	Marina and the Diamonds - Homewrecker
		When I came back to Maine from Florida and got another Burger
King job I met this dude named Austin and told him, slowly over the course of
many shifts, about how I was going to move across the country on a whim and
that he should live for pleasure and be unafraid of taking risks. He also had
a seemingly abusive girlfriend with whom I encouraged him to break up because
she was seemingly abusive - she threatened to commit suicide when he brought up
maybe taking a break or something, made him cut off contact with his friends
and forbid him from talking with any other women, and just generally seemed
very controlling. He didn't wanna break up with her because he didn't want to
Be Single, as if that was a sordid label. I said honestly man I would rather be
single than be in that relationship. Since that, I associate this song with my
own actions. I didn't fuck him though. Not my type.
	43	Marina and the Diamonds - Power & Control
	44	Mindless Self Indulgence - What Do They Know?
	45	Coco & Clair Clair, Okthxbb - Pretty
		I used to play this song while doing reprehensible things to
others while also wearing really nice outfits. My goal was to give at least one
guy a humiliation fetish while I beat the shit out of him.
	46	Breathe Carolina - Blackout
		I will black out, actually - I always fall asleep 1-2 hours
after getting high. I don't get enough sleep.
	47	t.A.T.u. - All The Things She Said
	48	Poppy - Girls In Bikinis
		One of my sidekick's best catchphrases is "God I love women".
Same, bestie.
	49	100 gecs - money machine
	50	TeddyLoid, Giga, LOLUET - desperate
		Translated from katakana.
	51	JVNLIII - Physical Self
	52	Rebzyyx, hoshie star - all I want is you

Disassembled my GitHub; deleted the last few remaining repositories, made my
account private, and changed the username to trn1ty as well as cleared some
info boxes. Fuck proprietary services.

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