ideas with no tangibility;
ideas with irrelevant supports;
ideas without value;
ideas' witlessness;
ideas' witnesses;



On August 19 I'm taking a Greyhound away from Lewiston, Maine and I'm probably
not coming back. The only thing that could precipitate my return is my sidekick
being in trouble here.

Since walking out of work I've been picking around and working on clearing out
the stuff I'm not taking with me. It's been difficult. Sidekick left June 22 or
so and I haven't seen her since. Called regularly until recently. For the last
couple weeks she'd be here the day after we called so we could hang out before
I leave. Now I think I've lost that hope. If I'm being honest with myself I
knew 2023-07-07T1300 that I wasn't gonna see her again. But I also knew I'd
been wrong before. She said she'd be here yesterday. We didn't call to extend
the promise.

I feel like a divorcee. But if she walks through the apartment door between now
and the nineteenth she's welcome certainly and without a second thought. But I
know she doesn't read this blog. Few if any do.


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