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2023-02-18

deep in the catacomb cage in my chest
there is a cavern meant for love to rest
it is always silent save for a beat
keeping the lights on for what's left of me
the beat has been ticking so long and faint
i barely remember what gave its place
brian's three second song will play someday
and up will come my windows 98
heart with its worms and its vulns all unpatched
i'll use the thing but always put it back
someday someone will give unix to me
and I will final-ly try TCP
I'll try piping programs and writing C
but for now I'm a princess, obsolete
lis'ning to metalcore and hip hop beats

2022年03月03日

ウサギ-
	I'm getting better at programming. There's always more to learn. Using
write(2) a lot more than printf(3) now.
	T-shirt pizza

2022年03月03日

ウサギ-
	[...] is asking me suspiciously keen UNIX questions. [...]? [...]?
	sms.c, libsms.h?
	How to handle notifications? dmesg(8)?
	/var/sms/log
	At [...] if you hit the swiper on the screen repeatedly it still works
and is extremely funny.
	Today felt long but tomorrow will _be_ long.
	I wonder every once in a while why I keep going
	I'd like to see [...]; I'd like to see whether [...].
	Notebooks are admissable [sic] evidence, Usagichan. [...]
	The future is worrisome in benign ways.
	I'd also like to better understand people. Why do those impoverished
choose to conceive new tortured life? Why do those with wealth choose to
torture? Why do people prefer a violent status quo? The last one is more
obvious. But still...
	I also have many things I must create, for which I when dead would have
no time.
	It's a shame that the actions of production and consumption are
(mostly) exclusive choices, but I try to have made mine.
	It's hard to convey my thoughts intelligibly.
	There is nothing that I have known that could hold me content for
eternity; assuming the afterlife is both uniform and forged from one's own
memories, I shall go to Hell. Luckily I don't believe in an afterlife. [...]
	[picture of person sitting on an island in space]
	[the pattern of the tiles on the bathroom floor at my workplace]
	Rubber ducky floating in the oil of war
	Plastic breaking down rubber ducky no more
	Only the pollution into soil into life
	Rubber ducky plastic reformed into dinner knife

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	Code doesn't need to be maintainable. Code is poetry. Could you add a
mail client to anything written by Dickenson? Make your code unmaintainable and
nobody will ruin it.

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